Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Pins & Needles

Hi ladies (and Daddy) - I am just dying here waiting to hear how our 5 lil fertilized eggs are doing. I want to be so excited, but then I just worry it could come all crashing down in a matter of hours. The crashing down part is what I am used to. THIS is so hard...trying to fight off the dreaded feelings of failure with hope. I really feel like an emotional wreck...I have been crying at the drop of a dime, literally. I just don't know how the hubby puts up with me.

I thought being at work today would be a good distraction. Wrong! While I got a lot of work done, my mind just could not let go. I just couldn't stop thinking of them! It was good to see most of my co-workers today, although there were a few I could have went without seeing..ha! My room is pretty much up and ready for the first day. I just am waiting on my official class list, so I can do some labeling of notebooks, journals, mailboxes, etc.

I was at school for 8 hours (most work I've done all summer) and I am exhausted! I'm already on the couch with my feet up and I don't plan on moving. Hoping I get the call early tomorrow. Til then, I will remain on pins and needles.


Lulu said...

This is my worst kind of anxiety. I really hate waiting for a phone call, especially one like this. Thinking of you and can't wait to hear your news!

E and R said...

Waiting for that phone call is the worst! I hope they call early and put your mind at ease! Fingers crossed that they all made it!!

Sarra said...

I'm hoping for great news for you!! It's such a rollercoaster, but you are almost through this cycle and hopefully only good things from there!

I wanted to let you know you have an award on my blog! You've already received this one from Wishing and Waiting, but you deserve it twice, lol. Thinking of you!

M said...

I hope you get great news!!!